Diary of a Young Doctor(part 5)

(published in The Friday Times on 27th July, 2012)


"I am really thankful to you doctor sahiba, you saved my daughters' life today," said the mother of a young woman to one of my female colleagues.

The very next day, another attendant had this to say,

"You doctors are murderers. You don't know how it feels when your loved ones die. You have killed our young brother. We will never forgive you."
Both of the above-mentioned statements reflect a common misconception in our society, that doctors are supposed to be messiahs who save lives. I may have to face the wrath of some of my fellow professionals for saying it out loud, but this can't be farther from the truth. During the five years of medical school, followed by countless years of medical training, all we learn are a set number of protocols to follow. There is no subject or even a chapter dedicated in any of our books on 'How to Save a Life' (excuse me for the reference to a song with the same name by the band The Fray). The main problem with this assumption is the immense responsibility it places on the shoulders of the attending physician/surgeon. Doctors, in general, safeguard the best interests of their patients but having the mantle of 'saviour' placed on their shoulders is more than a little unfair.
As a result of the 'messiah' label, doctors become the automatic fall guys when a tragedy occurs. Doctors are obliged to do their best, regardless of the expected results, and when their efforts fail, the first impulse of the attendants is to blame the doctor for the demise of their loved one. I am not saying that medical science is guesswork; but why is the medical profession considered a "calling from God"? It is high time we learned to differentiate between a profession and a calling from God. Doctors are "working" in hospitals. They aren't on a divine mission to save everyone who comes their way. They provide a service and in return expect to get paid for it. (And we know how that's gone done in our country.)
When doctors announced a strike to demand for a better service structure, the widespread reaction was that doctors should be philanthropists who put others before themselves and don't ask for a compensation package in return for the time they have invested.
To quote the columnist Ayaz Amir: "The young doctors' strike was not about doctors versus ailing and suffering humanity. In the Islamic Republic suffering humanity is a handy cliche, readily invoked to score a political point and as readily consigned to the upper layers of forgotten memory when the need passes. If anything, this strike was doctors versus a hidebound bureaucracy, one of the most ossified bureaucracies in the lands which can claim descent from the British Raj."

During the strike by doctors, one of the major objections was that doctors were supposed to provide health services in any condition, as they have taken an oath to do so. Let me make it absolutely clear that in the original Hippocratic Oath that was formulated around the year 425 BC, there is no provision that makes it mandatory for a doctor to provide health services to anyone who wants them. In the revised Hippocratic Oath, constituted by the British Medical Association, one of the points declares: "I will do my best to help anyone in medical need, in emergencies. I will make every effort to ensure the rights of all patients are respected."
Similarly, according to PM&DC (Pakistan Medical and Dental Council) Ordinance of 16th July 2011, Section 9, Sub-Section 2 (a) : "A medical or dental practitioner shall be free to choose whom to serve, with whom to associate and lay the timings and place of professional services to be provided."

While Sub Section 2(b) reads: "A medical or dental practitioner shall not be bound to treat each and every person asking his/her services."
In my opinion, one of the underlying causes of outrage against doctors during the strikes was the "messiah" proposition. How can someone who is supposed to "save lives" go on strike? As a nation, we are prone to miracles and magical rescues; we are always hoping for some messiah to come and save us from the "mess" we are in. This messiah complex has in the past led to acquiescence to dictators and demagogues. We, as a nation, need to mature and start believing in processes and institutions, not saviours. Bottom Line: Doctors are not messiahs; they are ordinary professionals doing the best that they can.

Reflections from Pakistan India Social Media Mela 2012

(an abridged version published by Express Tribune Blogs on 16th July, 2012)

Question: What is the one common thing between a writer from Mumbai, a Journalist from Delhi, a famous film maker from India and a Junior doctor from Lahore?

Answer: The fact that all of them loved hearing Iqbal Bano(it was actually Meesha Shafi, as pointed out later by Jugal Mody) sing 'Dasht e Tanhai main' on the radio, at wee hours in the morning while waiting to get CNG at a gas station in Karachi. 

For me, that one moment captured the spirit of Pakistan India Social Media Mela 2012. No wonder the slogan of the event said, “Faasla Na Rakhen, Pyar ho Jaanay Dain’(Translation: Overcome distances, Let love happen)

Organized in Karachi by PeaceNiche, in collaboration with the United States Consulates in Lahore, Islamabad and Karachi, it was supposed to be a gathering of social media enthusiasts from India and Pakistan. This being Pakistan, the criticism leveled at the event started much before the event itself. It was an invite-only affair and most people who were invited were recommended by other people. Participants from Lahore and Islamabad were sponsored by U.S Consulates in Lahore, Islamabad and Karachi for their travel and accommodation.

It was my first visit to Karachi and I was really excited by this opportunity. I boarded the plane from Lahore airport on the evening of 12th July, along with the rest of participants from Lahore. The visit was not only an opportunity to interact with new people but also to get a respite from the hectic schedule at the hospital. During the flight, I had a good, long chat with my seat mate whom I discovered to be a fellow participant. I got some flak after the plane landed, from assorted uncles who were unfortunate enough to have gotten seats around us. The first thing that I noticed after landing in Karachi was the wind. We were transported to Avari hotel and allotted rooms. When I reached my designated room, I had to pinch myself to judge if I was not dreaming. The rooms were spacious, comfortable and had attached baths separated by glass walls.

We were offered BBQ dinner at the top floor of the hotel. That was where we first met fellow participants from India including Onir, Karuna John, Jugal Mody, Venket Ananth, Sabbah Haji, Annie Zaidi, Raheel Khurshid and Sanjay Rajoura. I immediately struck cordial notes with one of them because of me being a vegetarian. Later, I took part in an interesting discussion about Marxism, Class Struggle and Pakistan Movement taking place at an adjacent table.

The next two days were one of the best that I've had.  Despite being an adopted Lahori, I didn't miss Lahore for a moment. I wouldn't have met many of favorite people at one place if I had not come to the mela, including Nadeem F Paracha (one of my mentors), Ali Chishti, Marvi Sirmed, Beena Sarwar, Mohsin Sayeed, Muhammed Hanif, Faiza S Khan, Musharraf Ali Farooqi, Declan Walsh, Amir Mughal, Murtaza Solangi, Hassaan Belal a.k.a mighty, Sana Saleem, Ali Arqam, Zebunnisa Burki and the wonderful people from across the border. At the start of first day's session (around 9 a.m. which was an inconvenience for many people) Senator Rehman Malik, usually at the receiving end of mockery by social media people, was generously praised for urgent attention to the visa problems faced by guests from India.

The sessions were mostly insightful and informative but I personally enjoyed the off-session activities where I got the chance to interact with some amazing people.

Some of the memorable sessions dealt with online activism, role of social media in education sector, use of non-profit for non-profit organizations, online activism, Pakistan-India relations, ‘Slactivism’, impact of party politics on Social Media, Internet Censorship, Cyber-Bullying and Twitter as the new Newsroom. 
 I was a panelist at the session 'Fight Club:Rise of the Troll' alongside Bina Shah, who had come fully prepared with research, Mohsin Sayeed, star of our show and a delightful presence throughout the mela, Raza Rumi and Rab Nawaz, editor of the magazine Laaltain and member of Khudi Pakistan. Some sessions were, indeed, boring but that is how things work usually. Due to my involvment in the recent doctors' strikes, I had plenty of questions to answer. I was branded 'the revolutionary doctor' by Sher Ali, an Express Tribune reporter and 'Hartaali doctor' was my nick name. After the first day, the event was declared open to everybody because of the quips about elitism and exclusion.

There was a Qawalli session after first days’ proceedings and it featured Fareed Ayaz and Abu Muhammad, the best Qawwals in Asia. They enthralled the crowd with their renditions from Sufi poetry.
There was a standup comedy act on the second day by Sanjay Rajoura and he left the audience rolling on the ground with his observational comedy about Facebook albums, Indian Cricket and some social peculiarities. He received a standing ovation at the end.

Contrary to popular expectations, the event did NOT offer a solution to the Kashmir Problem, brought an end to killing of Shias and Hazaras in Pakistan, decreased the level of radicalism in Pakistan or ended the hostility between Pakistan and India. Kashmir was mentioned, but only as a barter for Coke Studio by Sanjay in his stand up act. The issue of persecution of minorities was discussed in detail and panelists included members from Ahmedi, Hazara and Christian communities. It was a social media event, not a Track 2 diplomat meeting. There were many Hazara participants there as well, which was encouraging. It was not a kitty party and for the record, only two women were actually wearing Sari(Even if they were, Whats wrong with that?), so over-generalizations have to be avoided.

 It was a unique coming together of people who know each other mostly by twitter names and such events should take place at least once a year. It was a tremendous effort by Sabeen Mahmood and her team at PeaceNiche, and I would like to thank and congratulate the team at PeaceNiche and the U.S Consulate staff for their co-operation and hospitality. I would also thank my new friends from Karachi and India, for their love and company. I left the event with a heavy heart, new friends and acquaintances and countless good memories.  

A big shout out to my new friends
Faizan Lakhani, FurSid, Aroosa Shaukat, Sheru, Tuba, Shiraz Hassan, Osama, Faheem(@smokenfog), Yasser Latif Hamdani, Shahab(@UncleFu), Rab Nawaz, Sara Muzzammil,  Awais Aftab, Bilal Tanweer, Salman Lateef and Zeeshan Haider. 

Diary of a young doctor (Part 4)

(published in The Friday Times on 13th July, 2012)

Pay Up
"Please give me some money, I'm hungry and don't have any money to buy food," said the beggar.

"I wish I could, my friend, but I earn less than you do," was my reply. And I was not bluffing. 

There is a simple basic rule that governs almost all professions in the world: you work and that earns you money. There are strings attached to this simple fact according to diferent fields but the basic notion remains the same. Soldiers claim to fight for the country, police officers risk their lives for maintaing law and order, public servants work (or at least they are supposed to work) to provide services to their countrymen. At the end of the day, however, they all get paid for it. From the highest offices of the country to the lowest, from generals to chowkidars, from CEOs to clerks, the maidservants that work in houses, sewage workers, technicians, sales boys, they all get paid for doing their job. But in present-day Pakistan we are making one big exception to this rule: doctors.

I have chronicled the lives of young doctors and have described the trials and tribulations associated with their job. It is hard to believe that despite all this hard work, most doctors working in public sector hospitals are not paid. Imagine a person with 17 years of education, working 28 days a month, doing 30 hr/48 hr duties, and earning a grand total of zero rupees per month. 

Imagine a life with no pay, no job security and no health insurance (given that we deal routinely with HIV positive and Hepatitis C infected patients). All that keeps us going are the 'thank yous' of patients and a hope that someday, things will be better. 

After the doctors' protests last year, pays were increased. This does not mean that everyone is getting that pay. In the department where I work, there are 28 people working as House Officers and around 30 as Medical Officers/Post Graduate Trainees (PGRs). Out of 28 House Officers, only 8 are on the paid seats while the remaining 20 are working on 'honorary' basis (there is not much honor involved; it is a euphemism). Similarly, out of 30 Medical Officers, only 15 are getting paid. The situation is similar or worse in other departments and hospitals across Punjab. People working on honorary seats perform equal duties, do everything as others do, the only difference is that they are not paid for doing that work. This is a unique and frankly disgusting way of treating a professional, and there is no precedent for it anywhere in the world. Apart from interns at offices, everyone gets paid for their jobs. At times, even the Senior Registrars, after 10 years of medical training, have to work on honorary basis. 

There is an inside story to this practice. Theoratically, the seats in wards of teaching hospitals are preferably given to the graduates of the institute that the hospital is attached to. This results in unequality at times because graduates of other institutes opt for institutes in bigger cities. In the case of Punjab, graduates from all over the province prefer to do their clinical training in either Lahore, Multan or Rawalpindi. There is also the issue of non-residents. If a resident of Lahore got admission in Rawalpindi Medical College or Nishtar Medical College, he/she would prefer to complete his/her post-graduate training in the native town. Due to this shuffling, there are more candidates for less seats and departments employ different people on honorary basis. The merit list for giving a job for post graduate training starts from graduates of the same institute. Second on the list are graduates of other government institutes and lastly, the graduates of private medical colleges, including the ones in China and Russia.

There are ways that people bypass the merit system, because in Pakistan there is a single key for every lock: Sifarish. If you have the requisite Sifarish, you can bypass the merit and get a paid seat in your desired department. 

To cope with the economic pressure due to lack of any pay, doctors from public hospitals look for jobs in the private sector which forms 80% of our health sector. As a result, most of the unpaid (and in some cases, even the paid ones) do jobs at private hospitals in the evenings and in public hospitals in the morning. After living for more than 25 years on the largesse of your parents, if you still do not earn anything on your own, it reflects poorly on you. Also, during post-graduation, a lot of doctors are tied in the knot of marriage and it is difficult to ask your parents for sustenance of another person while you earn nothing. I personally know some people who delayed their marriages because they did not have the means to support a new member of the family. In some other cases, the young doctors were the only source of income for their families and had to wait till completion of their post graduation to marry. 

This system of 'honorary' jobs should end as it is nothing but a kind of slavery.